haha im still happy these few days... although there r still moments i got into great dilemmas and problems... but i solved them =) on sunday when i was giving testimony at the easter svc, i was sooooooooooo nervous... i sorta regretted at first but everything was easier than i thought... lol... at least i have to tell everyone my condition... well... some people didnt really take my story... whatever... haha... dun think they even dare go up... anyway... when i got upstage all my fear was gone miraculously la... i tot i would start shaking in that cold and pressured atmosphere as thousands of eyes are looking at you... haha... i decided to help ronald no matter wad... i know i will be able to influence him to become a better person... i seriously dun wanna take sides anymore... unfair to people cuz people tend to exaggerate when they get too confident of people's trust for them =) sigh... i still have not taken my beauty sleep.... lol... keep wanting to go home and sleep but i keep finding myself busy... lol... sigh... shall go sleep b4 someone kills me... haha... nitez all...

3/29/2005 12:29:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY